My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.


Well, I actually feel up to writing a real journal. I haven't in awhile it seems. I don't know how many people even check their DA anymore. Not like it really matters much. I'm mostly doing this because I can't seem to sleep yet. *sigh*

Well, baby sitting the two little kids tomorrow. Should be fun and exausting.

I've been super out of it lately. I either can't sleep or sleep too much. I find myself almost longing for normaility. Go figure.

Today was kinda weird. I randomly just started missing an old friend. It's not like it's been that long since I talked with him, it just hasn't been like it used to in a long time. It's just not the same. I guess I'm starting to miss more and more how things used to be back in the day. With everyone. My family. My friends. Just... everything is different now.
But, I suppose it's about time i finally stand on my own two feet.

I guess, what I'm gonna be focusing on these next couple months is getting my G.E.D. and preparing mentally to start college back up in January. My cousin suggested I just take the basic classes (english, math, etc) until I figure out what I wanna do. Seems like a good enough idea. Just need to find some form of motivation for it.

And i am seriously about murder people. Really. Does everyone in my life need to have double standards?! Do people realize how annoying that truely is? Forgive me. It won't happen again. Never ever again.
It's amazing that it didn't even cause alarm. Huh.

Oh!! Dark Angel is so my new obcession! I loves it!!

I should probably try and sleep.